Weird what love can make people do. Kanina lang naglog-in na ko sa xanga. Tapos I logged-out..unconsciously. But then again, LOVE? this cannot be love. This is just because of my Youthful Passion. And I quote Ms. Cruz, "Every part is a nerve ending." Nung dinidiscuss nya yun, natatamaan ako. That's why I liked Lit class today. Feeling ko, kung mangyari sa kin yung nagyari kay Juliet, ganun din gagawin ko. I hate my hormones. Apo, you know hoe much I hate them. Nagiging manic-depressive ako. And it sucks. BIG TIME. But can I blame myself? I cant help it can I? 15 lang naman ako. This is oh so normal. Pero mahirap. But I have to do this. I have no choice, right? Oh well. "Love, love, love. There is nothing you can do that can't be done. Nothing you can sing that can't be sung." Oh yeah? well if Love really was like this..ano to? What is this Im feeling. Alam mo, its not even worth it. I dont know why Im so "head over heels" ,if that's what you can call it, over you! Damn. For the past few days I felt like crying. I thought it was just the evil Hormones jumping up and down. But I read what you had to say about her, and then I did want to cry. This wont go anywhere. So there's no point in crying over you. But like I said, I cant deny. This is HERE AND NOW. And there is absolutely nothing wrong about this. Oh my gosh. Shitake mushrooms. Third year pa lang ako. I am only fifteen and Im like this already. Im telling you High School is WILD. With Geometry and Chemistry and World History and Jose Rizal and Shakespeare + the hormones and the emotions and the music notes..this is what you get, this is what happens to you. ("Nahihirapan na ko Physically, Mentally and emotionally!" Bea: "Nikki, wag kang mag-suicide!"  ) But that's why we love it so much right? Ngayon lang to. So even though Im hurting and crying and, possibly but hopefully not, failing..Im trying to enjoy and savor every moment. Because I want to. So here's to High School and her constituents! Cheers. (see photos at bottom) Whew, that felt good  But I still feel bad. Malabo. Im a very malabo person. So polish me..now. Quick! I need it! haha "Cruise with me baby. I love it when were Cruisin' together." Haaay. Ciao! More Shakespeare tomorrow. And now I had to read your email. Darn. You sent me..charity. Aaaaw. Thanks.     
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